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Time: 7:18 pm
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I'm going to ask all of you a couple of questions about what love is to you. Lemme know if you think any of these seem to fit well with it.

Have you ever cared for someone so much that it actually hurts? You get this strange feeling that makes you so happy, yet kind of sad at the same time.

Have you ever just wanted to be a better person just for that special someone? You're not even sure why... You just do.

Have you ever felt as though when you're away from this person, everything just sucks and you feel the need to be with them?

Have you ever made up little plans of what to say to them so you can spark a little conversation?

Have you ever hehe... LUSTED for this person, but you feel guilty about it, because you have so much respect for them?

Have you ever felt unconditional love for someone? You know they'll never love you the way you do them, but you don't care... You just thrive off of making them smile, and seeing them happy. Sure, it hurts a lot knowing that they'll never love you in return. But as long as you can be a part of their life, or vise versa, it doesn't matter. You suddenly realize that this whole arrangement is just for you to make sure that they're always happy, no matter what happy means. And then it hits you again - You start to see that the whole reason you love them is that seeing them happy, also makes you happy.

Man, love is so crazy... I still don't understand a bit of it. I just know that I'm in it hehe.

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Time: 10:42 am
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I just got back from a vacation at Busch Gardens. It was ok. Honestly, the highlight of the whole trip was reading the new Harry Potter book the whole way down, then the whole way back.

I have never been so happy with a Harry Potter book in my life. This one was definitely the best, and I'm not just saying that because it's the newest. If you haven't read it before, I won't spoil anything for you. All that I'm going to say is that there are so many things from the other books that helped shape the story of this one, so many things you didn't even pay attention to that make the whole plot of this book.

The story is so amazing, going back into the past revealing hidden information that Harry must decipher to find and destroy the remaining horcruxes. And won't you be surprised to find out what one of the horcruxes is.

Anyway, great book. I encourage you to go and buy it if you have already read the other books. If not, read them all!

by the way, we have another show tonight! All is well with my drummer, so if you live in the greater pittsburgh area, I'd love to see you at Java Trails coffee house in Norwin towne center tonight! Look at the myspace for more info.

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Time: 5:57 pm
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I've found it very easy to start writing my own music lately. We've needed to start moving away from just doing cover songs. The other night, I wrote my first set of lyrics. They actually are pretty well structured and flow very nicely. Of course I did take the ryhme scheme of a song that was already made and just wrote my own words hah.

Pretty soon we're going to start recording; we want to try doing one of our cover songs first, and then move on to the more original stuff. I have a TON of guitar parts that we can record. We just need some lyrics to go along with them lol. I'm pretty excited about this hehe.

So I still have been feeling this so called love feeling. It just can't go away, and I can't make it go away. I don't know what to do.

It's not even so much that I want to not feel it anymore. It's that I want to feel it so much, that I don't - At least that's how I felt today around this person. Maybe it's just because we were both around a lot of people when we were together - I kinda really just want to be alone with her and talk, but it's hard for that to happen. I guess that's why I feel this pain so much.

Oh well. There's a reason for everything, right? Then maybe I was just supposed to fall for her even though it may never be mutual. But I'm sure I'll know why soon enough.