| July 4, 2007: Music, Lyrics, and Love |
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I've found it very easy to start writing my own music lately. We've needed to start moving away from just doing cover songs. The other night, I wrote my first set of lyrics. They actually are pretty well structured and flow very nicely. Of course I did take the ryhme scheme of a song that was already made and just wrote my own words hah. Pretty soon we're going to start recording; we want to try doing one of our cover songs first, and then move on to the more original stuff. I have a TON of guitar parts that we can record. We just need some lyrics to go along with them lol. I'm pretty excited about this hehe. So I still have been feeling this so called love feeling. It just can't go away, and I can't make it go away. I don't know what to do. It's not even so much that I want to not feel it anymore. It's that I want to feel it so much, that I don't - At least that's how I felt today around this person. Maybe it's just because we were both around a lot of people when we were together - I kinda really just want to be alone with her and talk, but it's hard for that to happen. I guess that's why I feel this pain so much. Oh well. There's a reason for everything, right? Then maybe I was just supposed to fall for her even though it may never be mutual. But I'm sure I'll know why soon enough.
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Plugs: | June 28, 2007: Good Music |
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Lately I've been listening to a lot of older music. My boss/swim coach has been letting me borrow a lot of his old CDs from the late 80's and early 90's. In return I've lent him The Smashing Pumpkins greatest hits, and Jet - Get Born. I've had the privilege of listening to such bands as The Clash, R.E.M., The Cult, and Living Colour. Obviously the Clash and R.E.M. were big in their time, but not many people know of Living Colour or The Cult. Living Colour has a big hit - most likely a one hit wonder - called cult of personality. I encourage you to listen to it. As for The Cult, well, they just rock I wanted to thank all of you for the advice that you gave me in my last post. Especially Maggie and Kiera. Both of your comments, I'd say, helped me out the most. I love you both!
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| June 24, 2007: Heh. Love |
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My Dad's graduation ceremony went pretty well. It wasn't as exciting as I thought it would be hehe. Oh well, he graduated right? Apparently he only just received his undergraduate's degree in business management. Now he plans to go back and get his master's as well. I'm very proud of him, and I can't wait until he gets it. I've been wondering a lot about love lately. I just can't seem to figure out exactly what it is. I mean, I'm sure it's different for everyone, but I just don't understand it anymore. If there's a reason for everything, which I'm pretty sure there is, then why must we fall in love with people that we cannot be together with? Why is it that we acknowledge them so much, and would do anything for them, yet receive nothing at all in return? I don't understand why love exists in this kind of situation when it obviously serves no purpose except to drive you crazy. I just want to know why I feel this way. I want to know why I'm in love, but will never be with the one that I love. There has to be a reason. But, what is it?
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